Thank you so much, Amy!
I feel much more confident now. That was spot on. You were right that I haven't been communicated spirit wise as much as I had before. I usually practice rune reading, but at some point I stopped trusting myself and thus my own readings. I'll try to do more work on myself in future. And seeing queen of swords so much... the person who hurt me before taught me to never ask for anything or ever express discomfort or my needs. I never want to be put in that position again and seeing that card tells me that I'm on the right track there. That being who I am is much better than changing myself in hopes that it will make others care for me.
And this new person in my life does seem very stable. I've joked before about how they're "boring" but I jest and I genuinely appreciate how calm it feels. Wether we end as friends or partners, I have hope for this prince of pentacles in my life.
I'll likely be around again at some point in the future as I value your opinion and it's so soothing. This reading has put me at ease. Thank you again.